Note, this is currently filled with nothing but depressing text posts for now, it will eventually get better so I apologize ahead of time.
I mainly just post random things involving art, sketches and w.i.p.s ;v;
(well that or random posts of ranting, nothing more than that honestly)
Also if anyone cares to see it, my DA:
My name is pronounced as cris-tuh-me btw :3 <3
I hate being sick ;-;
been sick for almost two weeks.
I guess my art does suck….
I wonder why and why but…
I guess it’s just that reason, never eye catching, never anything….
why do I try so hard if it gets me nowhere….
Selling drawings and sketches…
I try to price but I seem to suck at it.
I need to make money BADLY, I’ve been looking for jobs constantly and have no luck, I keep getting rejected or no call back, etc. and I am gonna get booted yet again…
I’m not asking for people to give me money, I want to try to do things for others so I can show I can get an income from doing art, please I need to prove this can work a bit.
Just so this doesn’t clutter everyone the details is under the cut…
llI did it before, no shelters I can go to at all, I don’t qualify for any of them due to pretty much all of them require you to pay money, be pregnant, be a male, etc. I went to the only one that accepted me and I got kicked out….
There are no other shelters, they gave me all of the ones around and I qualify for none, I spent hours calling them, then visiting…wasting money….
I’m serious when I say I have tried everything and have no options left….
I need help….
I have no options left at all….
Maybe I’ll get the will to kill myself later….
My boyfriend even said I should since I’m a horrible person or whatever.
No one cares about me…..I can’t help myself cause I’m too freaking stupid.